Psalms 139:16

I've been flipping through the pages of the word of God over the last few days for something. Anything . Cause on days when I am desperate to just know God's heart, to see God or hear Him, and I simply cannot, I crave to read something written by Him. Crave for just even a glimpse of a whisper of God. For so many selfish reasons than one.  I've been in this place for a while now. Z calls in a "limbo". So much unknowns lie here. So many uncertainties.  And in this place where I've been, I have been  desperate to grab a hold of something from His Word. For anything I can cling onto. Something I can rest on. Something. Anything. So as I flipped the pages of the Bible this morning, I came to 1 Chronicles. I had been avoiding starting Chronicles.... Cause I judge books. Not by the cover. But by the name. Granted, I know that THIS IS THE WORD of GOD and all books of His Word are God-inspired, God-breathed. I know this. Believe this. But... I still judge a bo...